Friday, August 26, 2011

Milspouse Friday Fill-In


1.) The first thing I think of when I get up in the morning is _________________.

Oh man... do I really gotta wake up? Yes, the alarm went off... I'll just hit the snooze button... SHIT! Wait! I've hit it twice already! Craaaaaap... its gonna be a long day. That is my daily morning thought lol!

2.) Lately, I’ve been craving _________________ because _________________.

Chocolate! Ice cream! And Wings... no I'm not pregnant... My hormones are just really getting good practice in while they are getting screwed around from all these pills I'm taking.

3.) Whenever anyone says the word _________________, it reminds me of my childhood because _________________.
Bazooka. It reminds me of the gum and I used to chew that non-stop while playing baseball with the boys in summer camp. Yeah, I played baseball... not soft ball... with boys... and they actually liked me because I was such a tom boy. Think "Roberta" Christina Ricci's character in "Now and Then".

4.) The happiest word I know is _________________, but _________________.

Huh?! I'm a little confused by this... the happiest word(s) I know are... "I love you" spoken from my husband, my child and my mom. I don't get the but part...?

5.) My spouse may hate it, but I absolutely love _________________.

Watching T.V. shows like Jersey Shore, Russian Dolls (my newest obsession), and Ru Paul's Drag Race. LOL!

Thursday, August 25, 2011

10 Day You Challenge


So, I guess I'm kinda turning this 10 day Challenge into an every other day kinda post challenge lol! Sorry... so sew me! Hubby is TDY again (groan) and as per usual, everything starts to fall apart after he leaves lol! What is it Murphy? Do you like messing with me?! LOL! Anyway... on to the Challenge!

Today is about 7 wants! This should be relatively easy... because quite frankly there is alot I want LOL! Oh come on! Don't look at me like that... ;)


7) I really want to go get some Tato Nut Donuts this morning... I have a serious hankering for some pralines! Those are the kind that I mentioned before, that are my favorite... the ones where its like a cinnamon bun and donut came together and had a love child! Oh so good! So why don't I get in the car and just go get some? I'm trying to behave and be good and say... "I don't need the FATnut, I don't need the FATnut!" LOL!

6) I really want a new wardrobe... (although I should probably lose some more weight first) but I am just sick of my clothes... all I wear for the most part are t-shirt and jeans. I want to be a bit more stylish... Especially with fall just around the corner... I love boots and scarves and sweaters!

5) I want to take my car to get detailed... It REALLY needs it! Between the dog being in there and a messy five year old in the back, my poor car looks like its been through the ringer! I also need to get 2 crusty stickers off the back of my window, I have no idea how to remove them... they seem to be stuck on with super glue! So.... if any of you have any tips on how to get it off... I'd be grateful! I'd also like to replace the hub cap that fell off about a month ago when the city was reparing a street and they failed to put cones around the giant hole in the ground! I was so P-O'ed when I saw I was missing a hub cap... it just bugs me, it makes me feel like my car looks trashy LOL!

4) I want a mini break... just me and say mom to go on a little adventure/vacation together... I know for one she needs it (work has been stressing her) and it would be fun just the two of us. With him going TDY alot lately I'd love to just be able to pack up and leave for a week or two... I'm not resentful, its just that well... when hes gone... everything and I mean EVERYTHING falls on my shoulders and sometimes that can be a bit much. I guess I would just like to have the rolls reversed just once... and believe me... his TDY's are the fun kind... the kind where I'm seriously jealous of the places he gets to go to, espeically the next one... :P

3) I want "A Good Day to Pie" by: Carol Culver... surprise, surprise... a book LOL! I seriously can't find it anywhere in the stores around here and I can't figure out why. I can buy it on amazon but its too expensive (I think) for a paperback. I also want the new Sookie Stackhouse book of Novella but I'm not paying $36.00 for short stories. I also want to buy the last J.R. Ward book in the Black Dagger Brotherhood series which is Paynes story... but again, I can't see paying over $30.00 for a hardback. I'll just wait till they all come out on paperback. Call me crazy but I like paperback better.

2) I want dad to go to the doctors and get checked out... he worries me... he is a stubborn Irishman (yeah, a real one) and will NOT, under any circumstances go to the doctor... Mom thinks his skin cancer is back again (he had it last year, and actually had it removed...believe me I was shocked he actually went to the doctor about it!) and his hips are bothering him, so much that after 10-15 minutes of walking and he has to sit down before he falls down. He has also started to walk with a limp, I wonder if he might have bone cancer. There are other signs too, like when he gets hurt he doesn't heal as quickly anymore and he has numbness in his lower extremities. Bottom line... I just want him to go to the doctor, get checked out, let them do some tests on him and figure out what's going on.

1) I want a baby... but I think you all know this by now. We are slowly approching our dreaded anniversary of when we started this "baby making adventure" I am sick to death of people telling me it will happen, when it happens. That is really not true in my case, I have documented proof that my body just will not work, without medical help and treatments. Which by the way... I am sick of! I don't think I have ever taken this many pills in all my life! I wish it could come naturally... I do... women who become pregnant naturally really have no idea how good they have it! I can deal with alot of pain trust me... but the emotional scars this is putting on my heart is taking its toll on me. I have my good days and I have my bad days... and I try not to let the bad days show that much. I have SEVERAL (Five to be exact) on Facebook right now that are pregnant, I am truly happy for them, and am not bitter one bit. I just wish I could be part of the club too... I won't lie, it gets hard to read their status's about feeling the baby kick, and picking out furniture and going over names and stuff like that, and with each passing day it gets harder and harder to believe it will happen for me. I am out of faith, and emotionally spent, yet some how I manage to truck on... *sigh*

Now I wish I could have ended this on a happier note... lol! How bout a joke?

A pregnant woman and her husband go to her doctor for her first check up. This is her first pregnancy. The doctor asks her an her husband if they have any questions or concerns. The husband replies, "Well, I'm a little worried about her pain. How much will childbirth hurt?"
The doctor answered, "Well, that varies from woman to woman and pregnancy to pregnancy and besides, it's difficult to describe pain."
"I know, but can't you give me some idea?" he asks.

The doctor says ok, and asks him to;
"Grab your upper lip and pull it out a little..."
"Like this?"
"A little more..."
"Like this?"
"No. A little more..."
"Like this?"
"Yes. Does that hurt?"
"A little bit."

"Now stretch it over your head!"

LMAO! Have a great day guys! :)



Monday, August 22, 2011

10 Day You Challenge: Day 6


Hi!
Did ya have a good weekend?
Miss me?
Of course you did! ;)

I'm back at it with the challenge;
sorry I've been taking the weekend (and apparently yesterday as well) off to do family stuff, new dog stuff and well... general housework lol.

So today is all about places! Woohoo! Another of my favorite subjects!
And I'm supposed to list six of them!

Hmmm where should I start?
Where I've been? Where I am? Where I would love to go?
Decisions... decisions.
How bout a bit of it all.


As some of you might know, or might not know... I was born in Germany a city called Heilbronn its about 30 minutes North of Stuttgart and located in the Southwestern region of the country in the state of Baden-Württemberg. I lived there till I was 5 and then moved to the states. All of my mom's side of the family still live there. I used to go back to visit just about every summer when I was young and on summer break. It's been a while since the last time I visited though, which was in 2005. I really hope to get back at least some time within the next 4 years or so, I miss it alot and I miss the family. Seems like when I'm not there we forget about each other, only recently have we started talking through facebook, but even that isn't very much :(


I grew up in (back then) a small town called Lehigh Acres, Florida. Its a town in South West Florida about 2 hours South of Tampa Florida or 3 hours South of Orlando Florida. Growing up there I saw lots of changes. As far back as I can remember and for the longest time we only had a publix grocery store, a shell gas station, a dairy queen, a dunkin donuts, a post office, a sheriff's department, the bank where my momma still works (24 years later) a pizza place called Ike's, a Chinese restaurant called China Star, a McDonalds, an Elementary school and a Middle school. The Elementary school that I went to was just finished being built the year I moved to Lehigh. I remember walking in on the first day of school and still smelling the new paint and carpets. I can remember when Wal-Mart finally came to town! LOL! Later on as I grew up the town got bigger and more people came to stay in the early 1990's the population was only about 9,000 people and now its estimated between 70,000 to 80,000 people... my how things have grown huh? Its not quite the same town as it used to be though, I used to be that I could walk into just about any store and see either a friend or family member and now its nothing but strangers but *sigh* I guess that's what happens when you move away... right? My parents still live there so I go back from time to time but, it will never quite be the same for me as while I was growing up there.


My first big move was after the hubby and I started dating. He was stationed out at Tinker AFB in Oklahoma City, Oklahoma. My oh my... what a HUGE change that was and talk about culture, weather and landscape shock! I couldn't have picked a more different state to be transplanted to LOL! Six years later and you can see it was well worth the move. ;)
I actually grew to love living in Oklahoma. I actually would move back there, given the chance. Hubby on the other hand would rather make Hell his new address first LOL!
I admit there are some harsh weather conditions... like 5-6 feet of snow and blizzards during the winter. Soaring over 100 degrees in the summer and let's not forget the Tornados! I was used to Hurricanes having grown up in Florida so I thought I had a handle on "these little Tornado's" boy, was I ever wrong! They are nothing like going through a Hurricane... there is sometimes little to no warning before it happens and then boom! Its right in your back yard! Yes, living in Oklahoma was sooooo different! There's no real sweet tea, I mean there's sweet tea but no Southern style SWEET tea... they make theirs by dumping the sugar in it after its already made! YUCK! Us Southerner's dump a hell of a lot of sugar in it while the thing's still brewing and then dump some more in just after while its cooling LOL! They also love to fry interesting things... like... Oreo's and Twinkies... and Snickers bars. And they think I'm crazy when I ask for some boiled peanuts?! Everyone kept asking me why I would want some boiled Penis... apparently I have an accent LOL! They do have some awesome steaks! Best steaks I've probably ever had in my life, was while we lived in Oklahoma. Also some of the cheapest gas prices I've ever seen! It's also where I first learned to drive in snow and walk, or should I say skate on ice in the Wal-Mart parking lot. It's the first place I've "bunkered" (we say hunker down in Florida) down in a closet for a tornado, and it's where my munchkin was born! She is a native Sooner! Yes, Oklahoma I learned to love you.


Then we moved to Georgia... Augusta, Georgia. Your might have heard of it if your a golfer. It's where they hold the Master's Golf Tournament every year. It was also the birthplace to the god father of soul; James Brown. Augusta is located about half way up the Savannah River, about 2 hours East of Atlanta Georgia and about 10 minutes from the South Carolina border. It's the city I've ever lived in that has 2 counties in it, Richmond County and Columbia County. It's also home to one of the LARGEST Army training posts in the country! In the 1700's it used to be the capital of Georgia before the great fires of the 1800's and the great "Burning of Atlanta".
It was an interesting place to live, definitely not my favorite place to live but I did meet some of the greatest people there, and that is what it made it worth while! I do miss its changing of the season's it had some of the most beautiful fall foliage I've ever seen and I also miss driving up and down the hills.


After Georgia we PCS'ed to Biloxi Mississippi and that is where we are currently living. Biloxi lies directly on the Gulf of Mexico and is home to the Mississippi Sound and a lot of barrier islands. Biloxi was first founded by the French in 1559 and has over 400 years of history to it. It was also owned by both the British and the Spanish in the 1700's and later was claimed by America and admitted to the union in 1817. Biloxi for me, has by far the most interesting history! It's amazing that it's history goes back as far as some of the first settlers in our country! However, not all that history is pretty... Biloxi is host to hundreds of battles and a few wars with lots of bloodshed and heartache. You can just imagine the paranormal stuff that goes on here... ;)
Two of the biggest hurricanes to effect the area were Hurricane Camile (a category 5 Hurricane) in 1969 and Hurricane Katrina (a category 5 Hurricane) in 2005. Hubby was actually deployed down here and to New Orleans right after Katrina struck; I can remember talking with him on the phone and him describing it looking like someone dropped a bomb on the gulf coast.
Since then though, the city and the whole gulf coast has worked VERY hard in its clean up and rebuilding efforts. Now, you can barely see the scars of the city, in fact you might never known a Hurricane of that magnitude had ever been through here unless you visit the Katrina Memorial. The Memorial sits across the street from the Hard Rock Hotel and Casino, it stands over 14 feet tall to symbolize the standing water after the storm, on that wall is a list of names from the lives of local people the storm took. It is a very beautiful yet somber place.
I think my favorite things about the living down here is the hospitality and general pleasantry of the people... I swear the Cajuns invented hospitality along with their food! And the food! My goodness! I don't think I've ever eaten so many good thing's till I moved down here... beignets, muffulettas, crawfish etouffee , gumbo, po-boys... and the list goes on and on! And let's not forget Mardi Gras! (which actually got it's start in Mobile Alabama not New Orleans like everyone thinks) ;) Yes, its a HUGE deal down here! There are parades, and balls, and tons of festivities! Its such a big deal down here that the kids get 3 days off of school just to party! See... told ya... now don't you wish you lived down here?


And where are we going next? Well, if plans work out the way we have them set then it will be Jacksonville, FL. Where the hubby grew up. Yes, we would move back "home" to Florida. There are lots of job opportunities there for hubs. He is not one that will make the Air Force a career, the Air Force has been good to us but with the knowledge and education he has, he is twice a valuable on the outside. Plus it gives a chance to be closer to both our families. I think I will miss the moves, the traveling, and the getting to see other parts of the country but it will be good to finally call a place "home" again. :)








Saturday, August 20, 2011

Proudly Presenting "Ace"!


I am proud to introduce you to our newest member of the Mc'C family!
This cute little guy is "Ace"!

We rescued/adopted him from the South Mississippi Humane Society yesterday.
Don't ask me how on earth I talked my husband into getting him for us. I wasn't even really looking to have a dog, I mean we talked about having one and then came up with a ton of reasons why we shouldn't. We've gone round and round on the subject for probably a good 2-3 years now. However, yesterday I found this little guys cute face in an email that the Humane Society sent me, he was on the list of lonely hearts, which means he has been at the shelter for over 30 days and that also put him in danger of being put down. There is no way (after looking at him) I could ever let that happen! When I saw his face in that email something just clicked! He I could tell from that instant he needed me and I needed him and the rest is history...

He is the perfect little baby boy Dachshund anyone could ask for too! He's about a year and 3 months old, he weigh's in just at about 10lbs (a little on the skinny side but we plan on fattening him up with good food and yummy treats) and he's approximately 30 inches long (nose to tail). He walks on a leash perfectly, he is house broken already, he never barks and the munchkin can do just about anything with him and he doesn't care. He is so loveable and hug-able! I think he just needed someone to love him.

So after $100 bucks, some begging, some pleading, a essay and spreadsheet of costs & expenses later he was mine! lol! I have never been so happy to be a dog owner again :)

Friday, August 19, 2011

Milspouse Friday Fill-In


1. My spouse and I rarely agree on _________________, but always agree on _________________.

Hmmm... there's not much we don't agree on... other than food. He likes weird stuff and I like normal things. I'm just a plain Jane kinda eater and he's kinda like man vs. food. He'll try ANYTHING at least once lol!

2. If I could use one word to sum up the way I feel right now, it would be _________________.
Depressed... I think that is why I have lacked in blogging and being creative. I'm working on projects but they don't seem to be getting finished because I just have a lack of motivation. I don't feel like doing anything anymore. I feel like I wait forever to get anywhere with this baby thing too and that is dragging me down alot too, 6 more months and it will be 2 years since we started this journey and I guess I just expected it to happen by now. There's nothing anyone can do or say to make it any different, it is what it is... and I am what I am. I also miss my mom.

3. One of the things my spouse does that grosses me out is _________________.


Um... he wear's socks (without shoes on) outside sometimes, like to take the trash out to the can and then comes back inside and leaves the same socks on... so later he can not only track dirt and grime all through the house but also in our bed, because the man wears socks 24/7! And that drives me NUTS! I absolutely HATE his socks!

4. My readers may think I’m crazy for doing this, but I really love to _________________.


I dunno, I'm kinda stuck on this one... there's not much that you already don't know about me. I also don't think I do anything really off the wall crazy either... there is this one thing though... I'd love to go off one day... just do what ever the hell I want when I want... smash everything in the glassware section of a store one day and just scream at people for being stupid, lazy or mean. But I think that's sorta normal... who doesn't fantasize about just taking out all their aggression on something or someone? Kinda like Michael Douglas in Brazil... if you haven't seen it, watch it... it's pretty hilarious how he goes off lol.

5. Frankly, my dear, I don’t _________________.

I don't give a flying monkey's arse! And I have always stuck by that statement. :)

Happy Friday Everyone!

Thursday, August 18, 2011

10 Day You Challenge Day 5


Food! Foooooood! FOOOOOOOOD!
Today's about food and I'm starving already! LOL!

Let's see... Five food's eh?

# 1) I would give just about anything to be able to go back to Heilbronn (My town in Germany) and have lunch a the Silzer. I am in desperate need of Curry Wurst! My mom's bestie sent over some packets so I can make my own... but its just a poor substitute for the Silzer... nothing compares to an afternoon of walking around downtown and then stopping in the Silzer for a bite to eat... OMG! Heaven! And in case you don't know or have ever seen Curry Wurst before, it looks like:

Yes, comes with a Brötchen (roll) to sop up the extra sauce. And usually is followed with a side of Pommes frites or what we Southern German like to say... just Pommes (French Fries/Fries) ;)


#2) I miss my momma's cooking too... speaking of German. I miss particularly her Goulash. It is COMPETELY different than any kind of American Goulash you can think of. No! I am not talking about sticking ground hamburger, corn and whatever else in a crock pot and boiling it for 10 hours straight. That, to me is just gross... no, what I am talking about is pressure cooked tender meat cooked in a special family tradition recipe of hot, spicy Hungarian style sauce. Why Hungarian you might ask? Becuase I though you were German Jess? I am that is true... my mom's step dad is Hungarian though, and she grew up making Goulash his way. We also serve it over white rice or as a soup with bread as apposed to regular German style with noodles. And seeing how my pressure cooker is broken right now (I'll have to have the family send me a new one from Germany soon) I miss making it. My mom still make's it the best though.


# 3) Beignets! OMG! My favorite "local" food... seriously I could eat them all the time and everyday! Yummmmmmy! In my best opinion I love the ones from Cafe Beignet in NOLA the most! :)

# 4) Since were on the subject of local food... I love me some po-boys! My favorite place to get them is Po-Boy express! In case your not sure what a po-boy is... it's very similar to a sub but sooooo much more and soooo much better! You can put just about anything on them but traditionally they are shrimp and oyster made.

I like them from Po-Boy Express in Ocean Springs, its about a 15 min drive from home but well worth it! My favorites are the steak bomb, the hammer head with gravy, cajun shrimp and the italian chicken! Mmmm mmm!


# 5) Would be hot wings! I love hot wings! The best place I've ever had them was in Oklahoma City at this little place called Wings 2 Go. They are part of a small chain but it was family owned and they had some of the nicest people there. My favorite were the buffalo garlic wings! Mmmm!


Tuesday, August 16, 2011

10 Day You Challenge: Day 4


Today is all about books! YAY! One of my favorite subjects to blog about! (as if you couldn't tell lol!) I'm gonna do this like I did yesterday, because you all liked that right?! ;)


So for my current reading status; I am in the midst of J.R. Ward's Black Dagger Brotherhood book # 8- Lover Mine, and so far it is fantastic! Obviously, since I'm more than half way through the book already and I've only been reading it for 2 days! That is how most of her books go for me though, they are so good I just can't put them down and before I know it I'm done. I have tried taking my time reading these books, because I want them to last. Yes, they are THAT good! If you haven't read them yet, and your into paranormal romance (basically vampires but oh-so-much-sexier than your little sisters twilight books) I highly recommend them! Go, now... RUN to your nearest bookstore and buy the whole set, because once you've read the first, you'll want to read them all! I will truly be sad once I've read the whole series, but I know they are so good I will want to read them over and over again. :)

Next up on my reading list is a cozy mystery... only I am stuck on deciding between two... they are both new author's to me and I own both, so it does not matter which I read first. Hey! I've got it! I'll let you guys decide! Here... I'll even give you a short blurb on both... and just put your vote in the comment box below ;) Kinda fun telling me what to do right?! LOL! I'm like your little reading puppet for you to command... ;)


(Vote for me! Vote for me!)
A Sheet Cake Named Desire (A Piece of Cake Mystery) by: Jacklyn Brady

New Orleans pastry chef Rita Lucero is out to bake her way to the top. But when she finds her almost-ex-husband killed with a chef's knife in his back, she becomes suspect number one. Now it's up to her to find the real killer before she winds up as the next victim served.


(No, no, no... Vote for me! Vote for me!) Tempest in the Tea Leaves (A Fortune Telle
r Mystery) by: Kari Lee Townsend

Using various fortune telling tools to interpret her visions, Sunny seeks to aid the residents of Divinity, New York. But when she uses tea leaves to read the frazzled town librarian, what lies at the bottom of the cup is anything but helpful.


And finally... what book I can't wait to hit the shelves next is... Jenn McKinlay's next awesome book in her Cupcake Bakery Mystery Books. It's her third book in the series and I have a feeling I'm going to love it like her other two! I'm a big fan of her work and love that I can actually chat back and forth with her through comments on facebook, yeah shes cool like that!

So there you have it! Straight from Jess's bookshelves... ;)


Monday, August 15, 2011

10 Day You Challenge: Day 3



Today is day three of my 10 day challenge, I took a wittle break over the weekend...sorry... had laundry and other house crap to do ;)

I've been thinking about today's post though for a while... its not real specific about what kinda films, so I thought... what should I write about? One's I seen recently on DVD? Ones I've been to the movies to see? Ones that I want to see soon? So I'm actually gonna give you an answer to each of those categories.


Let's start off with one that I have seen recently on DVD. That would be RIO, I'll give you a guess as to which one of us in the family wanted to watch RIO ;) I didn't think I would be really interested in watching it at first, but for the munchkin's sake I sat pretty and tried to act like wanted to pay attention... after the first 10 minutes though, it didn't feel like a chore... I actually wanted to watch it! Its a really cute kids movie and has some great actors & actress's voices in it as well, and in the end I was glad we watch it.


The last movie I saw in the movie theater was; Captain America. It was by far my favorite marvel movie. Yes, it even beats out both Iron Man movies & The Spiderman Trilogy, I love it that much! I loved everything about it, the way it showed why America needed a superhero then, how- no matter how small and weak your perceived to be, a true hero comes from your heart and draws its strength from your courage. I loved how it was mostly true to the comic books. It had a great plot and a great group of actors, I cant wait till next summer when they come out with the Avengers movie! Its gonna be so bad ass!


And the movie I'm dying to see in theater's is Fright Night! I just hope it's as good as the original back in 1985. It's a cult classic and I hope they do it justice with the new one. It is a remake of the orginial so I'm trying not to get my hopes up.... I almost HATE when Hollywood does remakes of movies... I just don't get it... the original's are classic, why mess with that? Like for example... they are remaking Footloose and Dirty Dancing... yeah I can just see Patrick Swayze rolling his eyes in his grave right now. Boy, I sound optimistic don't I? We'll truth be told... Colin Farrell is in the new Fright Night, so all hope can't be lost. He is one of my favorite "bad boys". ;)

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Book Review: Black Dagger Brotherhood Book 7: Lover Avenged By: J.R. Ward


Rehvenge is used to living in the shadows and dealing with the roughest nightwalkers around including the Black Dagger Brotherhood. His fearless reputation is why he's approached to kill the race's king, and his bad side is dying to rise to the occasion. As his secret identity as a sympath is threatened, he turns to the only light in his ever darkening world, a female vampire untouched by corruption and the only thing standing between him and eternal destruction.

AMAZING! Second best favorite to the series! I loved seeing Rehvenge's softer side and seeing all he's been through in life. He hasn't had it easy and neither has his Ehlena, and that's why I also love them together. It was also great to see what sympath's are like and what life in the colony is like. Things are also heating up in crazy-I-can't-wait-to-see-what-happens-next kinda way, with the Lessening Society, the Brotherhood and the vampire race. What a cliff hanger too! Now I can't wait to read John Matthew's story next! J.R. Ward... you never cease to amaze me with your oh-so-talented writing!

Thursday, August 11, 2011

10 Day You Challenge: Day 2



Day two is all about two songs. It doesn't say specifically what kinda songs... so I'm just going to go with my two current addictions. :)

So my first choice and the song that I absolutely love lately while crusin down the beach in the vette with the top off and the wind in my hair is by; Foster the People - Pumped up Kicks. It's just such a laid back, awesome song!




And my second favorite lately is; Gym Class Heroes feat. Adam Levine - Stereo Love
I just love the song! The Melody combined with a candy sweet rap is awesome! And then the bits of string mixed in there is great!



Hope you all have a sing along with the radio in your car, and dance with your mop or broom kinda day! :)

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

10 Day You Challenge: Day 1


Yup, I'm doing it... why? Because I feel the need to write about something... I like to blog and since I don't have much going on to blog about, I figure I'd use a bit o'help ;)

This blogging challenge is brought to you by one of my excellent blogging friends; Christina over at Simply Christina She's pretty awesome, so go check her blog out!

So without further ado... today's Challenge Day number 1: A Picture of Yourself.

It's not a recent one, but it's one that I've recently edited in Photoshop while playing with textures and color. I really love how it turned out but I hate that the door is still in the upper right corner of the. I guess I should have edited that out huh? LOL! Hey, I never said I was perfect at it all. I remember taking this photo, it was while we were still living in our crummy apartment in Georgia (off post) but right outside the gate of hell Fort Gordon's Army Post.
I took the picture back when I was doing a 365 photo challenge and that day I needed a "thinker" pose. This was my interpitation of Auguste Rodin's The Thinker. My hair was suuuuuper long back then and I miss that now.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Just a Post

So I feel kinda shabby... a little rough around the edges. I really have nothing blog worth going on and for that I'm sorry. I've been working on a few projects but they are not done yet, and I don't want to show them till I get everything juuuuuuuust right.

The munchkin is doing GREAT in school! It's been almost a week and I think I can safely say she LOVES it! I love that she comes home almost every day with something to show me, even if its just a coloring page or number's she has traced. I have decided to keep a folder that I will put all her work into that she brings me home and then at the end of the year I'll take pics of all of them and keep the best ones. I know its hard to keep all of them, and god knows I don't want to end up on an episode of hoarders LOL!

As for me... I am settling in my routine. Which consists of a LOT of house work and laundry, with the occasional shopping trip thrown in. Basically, I'm bored and cant wait to start school in January... I would have had my butt at the gym all this week but mother nature decided to rear her ugly head my way. Actually it was induced by a little pill I've been taking thanks to my fertility doc in Mobile. He has me on Provera right now, then its 2 weeks of birth control (yes, you read that right BIRTH CONTROL) apparently it will kinda even out my hormones... or so I'm told and then it will be round 2 of clomid with a increase in dosage! Yay, for increasing the chances of TWINS! LMAO! I look at it this way... I am willing to take the risk for what I want. I want baby(s) so badly, I'd stand on my head for the next 16 hours if you told me it would help. And if we end up with twins, well then were done! Like done, DONE! I can get it all over and done with in one shot. ;) So I have the rest of this month to get through with all these pills and then I see my doc again on September 1st for some blood work and an ultrasound to see how things are going. I'm keeping my fingers crossed but not holding my breath. I have learned instead of worrying about it that I just need to roll with the punches, I feel thankful that I'm at least to the point that I'm seeing a doctor who actually cares and is making efforts to help me.

As for the rest of life... I am doing alot of reading... I'm nearly half way through J.R. Ward's Lover Avenged and I'll probably have a review of that here in a week or two, depending on how I work in my other projects. I'm also working hard for scentsy, my new catalogs and testers shipped and they should be arriving on my door step in a few days! Cant wait! There are so many good scents to be smelled! They have also come out with a new line of products which is... perfume! They will have roll on perfumes in the new catalog and I can wait to get my hands on one!

Hope you all are doing well, and I apologize for the lack of posts and for the random ones I do have. I promise to come back soon and be a bit more entertaining for you :)

Friday, August 5, 2011

Milspouse Friday Fill-In


Happy Friday Everyone! It feels like the walking on the surface of the sun today... ya know the kinda day where your flip flops stick to the asphalt and where your burn your fingers on the seat belt! I seriously can't wait till FALL! Anyway, I feel sorta distracted or maybe my brain is fried from the heat but this Friday fill in was a little hard for me, so I apologize in advance for my lame answers. Hope you all have a great weekend! Hubby and I have "Date Night" tomorrow... we will be hitting up the range and the casino's and I cant wait! :)


1. Give a man a fish and he’ll eat for a day, teach a man to fish and ___________________.


He'll teach his friends to buy the beer and you wont see him again till Football season starts.


2. It is amazing what you can accomplish if ___________________.


you get to shop all by yourself, while your child is in school all day (also my new distraction) ;)


3. If you can’t stand the heat ___________________.


move outta Mississippi! The humidity here is awful! And I'm from Florida!


4. What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to ___________________.

miles of shopping therapy that has been recently traveled ;)

5. Well behaved women seldom ___________________.

Have best friends that will be their partners in crime ;)

Thursday, August 4, 2011

The First Day of Kindergarten...and The Blues


With a kiss, a hug and a "bye mom" she let go of my hand and walked
away from me and toward her future... I watched her walk away with
a smile on her face, happiness in her little heart and a promise of knowledge,
excitement and fun. I however, walked away feeling lonely, a having a heart
that was broken and a promise that this is letting her grow and do great things.


Just for the record, I'll have you know that I haven't written a poem since high school. I guess all these years I had nothing emotionally wrong with me that left me to be expressive about. That is truly the only time I write poetry... go figure. LOL

(In case your wondering its a schuletute, a school cone filled with candy and school supplies, ever German child get's one before they head off to school)

To say I was a bit aprehensive about dropping her off in a big school where there are more kids than adults was a bit of an understatement. My mantra today is; "she'll be fine... you've gotta let her go... if you feel this bad now what are you gonna do when she goes off to college or *gulp* get's married some day". Yes, that is my mantra and I'm sticking to it. This is one of the hardest things I've had to do since... well... she was six months old. *sigh* I don't want to believe she is growing up and becoming less dependent upon me and more of a independent, self assured, mini version of my old self. The days of sleeping in and sitting on the couch sharing a bowl of cereal are over... bring on the "Kindergarten Blues". I think I wouldn't be taking this as hard if I had something else to distract me. Truth is, I guess I sorta expected we would have another child for me to take care of by the time this all came along, guess life thought differently.


On the other hand, I remember kindergarten and all its glory. I am excited to see her grow and learn new and creative things. Hearing about her spending days making crafts and how she made it all the way across the monkey bar's one day. I'm just a little more sad than I expected, at least for the rest of the week... or two. I chalk it up to being a good mom... I wouldn't be a good mom if I didn't miss my baby and be jealous of the person who gets to spend all day with her. Because I've only held that title for the last 5 years... lol.